♥ 24jan
Child of God

SAJC
09A05/10A05
scgs

“亲爱的宝贝，如果你能活着，一定要记住我爱你”
-young mother's last words




妈妈别哭


妈妈别哭，我现在已没有痛苦

不用再看我，你一辈子也会记住

地震来得那么唐突

没有什么可以遮护

幸存的同学真让人羡慕

那一刻，求生的愿望强烈却茫然无助

妈妈别哭，我不能陪你走今后的路

这么多人陪我我不会孤独

却担心你悲痛地泪流如注

我多么希望你能幸福

我多想长大了孝敬父母

我真的不想早走这一步


妈妈别哭，地震是大地在发怒

也许是它一时糊涂

才伤害了这么多无辜

我只是不幸中的一卒

还有更多的人惨不忍睹

泪水掀不起压我的混凝土


妈妈别哭，别再抱着我幼小的身躯

我已没有往日的温度

呼吸和心跳已经止住

请给我换上爱穿的衣服

拿来我爱读的书

假如天堂里还有学府

我会在梦中告诉你考试的分数


妈妈别哭，天灾人祸是对圣灵的荼毒

你柔弱的身躯无法挡住

只要妈妈你还活着

就是上天对我们的眷顾

因为有你，每年清明那小坟上，会多一锹土


妈妈别哭，天堂里我们会相互扶助

this was dedicated to the little angels who left their parents during the Sichuan earthquake.

Sometimes, it's too tiring to fake a smile when your inside is breaking apart.


i mean it. knockknock is damn cool seriously

irhywlmt.

Current emotion:

June holidays are here but too bad for me, doesn't feel like it. This time, no more Orchard road. No more movies. No more slack time. Only school everyday. & mock tests slapping my face. Even on Saturdays?!

Go on, break my heart!

I have to mention about PE on Tuesday. Best PE lesson ever, it was like reliving our childhood.
wheebarrow race, spinning race, three-legged race and piggyback race.
laughed so much, felt like Olevels were over.


mr tang's proud piece('07)

suddenly I feel like mentioning 4diligence'08♥♥♥
cherie(C of ACE), eleanor(E of ACE), julia(sec pard!), daryl, tiffany, charmaine, abigail, huimei, natalie, cassi
♥
,the rest of the population too of course.

oh yea, mac & changi tml. Honestly, I thought last Saturday was just yesterday. and dang I really really miss last Sunday):


2006!


2007!


2008!

childhood + 3 years, and counting!


HOOMH hope you're fine my dearest pretty girl/vege-buddy/friendforever! I'm sorry for just now. anw, we continue to 有褔同享 有难同当 okay haha!
KELL bestfr join hh please! then I can see you every wk again(:D:D:D)
MEVIS imy. why? 'cause you're such a sweety. my friend says you look ang-moh pai. (:
M.Y.808 or 4-in-love?

Mum says I better sleep now or 眼睛难看. what!? haa! I got mayday pictures, vj???!!! Will update a photo post soon.

wrap, sat too.

Without a sense of urgency, desire loses its value.

HAPPY VESAK DAY.
i went to the temple near my house. it feels weird not going to the one at bugis, when we go as a family every year. everyone's so busy today. mum and sis and aunty janet and relatives are not even home(i guess there's a jam on the causeway)

and also, bon voyage to Ken!
have fun at hk and miss us 'cause we'll miss you! (he chose the colour)

feeling the stress of it all isn't a good feeling. when smses come in to say "how are your progress for hist, emath, hcl, chem, eng, lit?" it feels shitty having to reply a "no progress, i haven't done anything yet." really really.

PRELIMS are in 10 weeks.

had a short chat with Sandra just. we're both on the same boat. we even want to go to the same two schools. only two. can make it? cannot?

the urgency is getting into me. but i'm not doing anything about it. it's creepy that the urgency is slowly slowwwly seeping into your skin and like almost going to drown you one day.
i'm going to stay back for study camp till 8pm tml.

oh yes ACE, jiayou. i think i'm gonna treat you all ben&jerry's but even so just know that i'll complete everything i'm supposed to do by hook or crook. ily dears!

btw I think seany and the others need this



like totally. HA!

You're a friend of mine
Striking out?
Well count me in
I'm gonna stand right by your side through thick or thin

I took my hair out. 17 pins. Actually I hate the feeling of hardened hair. No choice, everything was too rushed. Saturday, felt like I didn't sleep. Sunday morning. The whole 'luggage' was still next to me. Clothes galore. Trudged out with heavy 'luggage'. (Thx handsome boy and horny boy for helping me carry! HAHAHA) Mum's not in Singapore for the long Weekend. Dad's busy at the office, very. Practically no one is at home.

This weekend : ★★★★★★★ 7 stars. Whoa better than Fullerton.
Good Saturday and Good Sunday.

Vesak day is the love. Long weekends are very cool. Esp when it falls right smack on a Monday(: I feel like going to the temple.

Best weekend yes yes yes,

Saturday:

-luggage carriers
-hairsprayed hair(thx!)
-clothes of every colour, yellow wins
-doing my favouRite thing
-art friend's acrylic
-seafood fried rice
-laughing game
-thankyou helpers
-late long day

Fun. Tired. Laughy. Superman. Exhausted. Coloured salt. Conked out. MARK's first part. My hair stayed curly(good) and chalk & salt is cool. (: Yadaaa...the lateness was worth it. Thanks LS and jie.


Sunday:

-last night's hair
-formal casual
-camwhore?
-doing my favourite2 thing
-everyone. really every everyone
-seafood fried rice
-captain's ball
-fake field(comfortable)
-gender talk(??!!?)
-no-appetite-macs
-nightfall
-Jakarta
-chess table

Usuals on Sunday. Like a fAmily. Family potrait,s! Chicken dance! Lovelovelove. I ate so much for lunch so dinner couldn't go down. I donated my food to kind-hearted people who were willing to eat nuggets. Nice, nice.

Night sceneries are very pretty.

Section CRAZY. Cloze passage(10 marks)
Choose the right answer or fill in the blanks with your own suitable words.

One fun-loving (day/night) , ____ and ____ and ____ and ____ and ____ went to ______ and ______ and ______ taking a ___ that went at ___ ___ hour. It was good. Not many chances like that.

No no no Sunday's gone

Help I think I lost my touch for studying. Essays just annoy me. essaysz essayzDhis essays#zkhSDui31%^&#!!!! damn. About a sePtillion of them. I need to get money for 2 Ben & Jerry's. (not treating myself)

Must get inspired on Vesak Day. Vesak day = study day(such a spoiler) Mum's coming back in the afternoon. How much time to afternoon? I bet she'll find smth different about me. ??? Don't know what.

Pictures another day. Once collated from everybody.

I get high only after (& before) 12 midnight.

Time check. 1.37 am.

I think I talk too much nowadays. haha. I'm sorry for NOISE POLLUTION & weird behaviour. I'm a very 文静 girl actually. On adrenalin today.

Say bye to me.

Secret.

There are big ships and small ships. But the best of all is friendship.
-Anonymous

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

to the one and only

YAP CHENG XIN!

i miss you primary school bestie!
& i miss primary school!
♥

/updated after party;

Rachel smsed me one day to ask if CX's ex-classmates could make it to her birthday party last friday. so sweet right. hahaha. In the end, I think the rest were at Crezawards so I'm the only "6E-but-non-nanyang" person who went, hah. I didn't know anyone but Joleen(6E, NYGH) went with me. & Alina(ex-tuition) was there too! & apparently, I've heard of Cassandra and saw her picture before? & definitely heard of Rachel and Xinyu. So ya, slightly know who is who I guess?

Everyone was supposed to gather at CX's house before she reached home, so we could SURPRISE her! And they wanted me to hold the cake so we could surprise her more! (CX didn't expect me at all hahaha) She cried, aww, her friends and parents all helped to organise this party! yeh, then ate, played games and took pictures. After that, I stayed at her house till 12 plus to talk. She was opening presents and I was telling her abt SC. It's been damn long since we last talked): Oh CX loves DBSK! haha she was so thrilled by their album:D

Anyway nice getting to know some of the NY girls! they were a greattttt, fun-loving bunch of people(:

and i love chengxin primary sch bestie a lot!